Mesmerise me

Fading my heart you could make me faint, but to what it's worth, I don't care. As long as it keeps beating, I just don't care. I'm slightly clever, but just to a certain extent. Joke me something and arch your back, you'll see everything I've got.
I found the cure to growing older,
and you're the only place that feels like home.
just so you know, you'll never know.
Some secrets weren't meant to be told.
(I slept with someone in Fall Out Boy and all I got was this stupid song written about me - Fall Out Boy)